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Monday, June 30, 2014

Soul Kissing

The best kind of kisses between two people who are attracted to eachother are French Kisses which is when you go deep into eachother's mouths and tongues connect. I like to call French kissing Soul Kissing, because kissing is a true part of timeless intimacy between two souls. I do not see how two people can make love without kissing. Kissing is the turn on and enhanced  sexual and emotional component for making love. Kissing  inspires true romance, affection passionate and erotic energy between two people . Without kissing I personally would not be turned on.  Kissing to me is the intimate soul union between two people; afterall, when we kiss, our souls  are kissing and remembering  past lives together. Our souls go from lifetime to lifetime aspiring to experience timeless soul kisses. Only the times, situations and physical bodies have changed.

I had a very interesting dream last night (well right before I woke up).  I completely understand parts of this dream; and as I am typing this, it is becoming more and more clear to me what it is about.  I have some friends here at the club I live at. They have been together (not married) for almost 20 years. He has NEVER EVER French Kissed her, and he won't tell her why.  I had a conversation with them in the pool yesterday (one of several conversations about it) about why he won't French Kiss her). He won't say, and I don't mind telling you that this is the one important ingredient missing in her relationship with him. She yearns for the powerful juicy kisses that are missing between them. Yesterday, he said it was because of her bad breath. She turned to him and said that he knows how bad his breath is. Apparently, they have had conversations about  his breath before. Ahhh haaaa, he must be self conscious about his breath.

Due to this soul kissing dream, I have created some homemade affirmations just for YOU. Choose one, and then repeat it out loud over and over again 1/2 to 1 hour a day OUT LOUD when you are alone. It doesn't matter if you are single or coupled up, these affirmations will work for you.

God is blessing the beautiful loving soul kisses between ____ and me.

Perfect beautiful loving soul kisses are happening in my life right now.

Perfect beautiful loving soul kisses are happening between ___ and me right now.

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Saturday, June 28, 2014

My Boob Journey Of Self Discovery

I just wanted to share with you all about my recent BOOB JOURNEY OF SELF DISCOVERY. I am a 62 year old woman living the nudist lifestyle full time.  I  have been a part of the nudist lifestyle for over 20 years. In the clothing optional resort where I live in Florida for the past 11 years, 70% of the women have boob jobs. I have seen some beautiful boob jobs and some very bad boob jobs. I have developed a serious case of boob envy. Although I believe I have lovely boobs,  I began to quite seriously think about getting  a boob job myself in the past couple of months.  

My boob envy goes a step further. I have some fantasies about women with enhanced boobs. I want to touch them, play with them, suck them. I will go into more detail in a future blog post.

I got so tired of my constant boob enIvy, I decided to go on my BOOB JOURNEY OF SELF DISCOVERY. I did my research, and booked a number of appointments for free consultations with plastic surgeons. I also talked to a number of women at my resort as to the best type of breast implants to get-silicone, saline and gummy bears. I found out that gummy bears would be the best option for me, because they seemed to feel  more real. I loved the consistancy of them. 

 With the first plastic surgeon, his assistant took me in a room and had me put on a bra, and then she told me to figure out the size silicone breasts I wanted and stuff the silicone in the bra. Then she had me put on a T Shirt. I was totally confused. How was I supposed to know the perfect size for me. The doctor didn't help either. He came in and told me to choose. I decided he wasn't the right doctor for me.

 The next plastic surgeon I liked a lot. He went into great detail about the ins and outs of breast enhancement surgery.  He told me above the muscle is least painful, but going under the muscle doesn't produce the best results. Under the muscle is my best option and consistantly has best results, but it is very paiiinful. He also knew the perfect size (250CC's), which fit with my 4'10" petite physique. Any higher in CC's, and I would look heavier. Next he took me into the scheduler who discussed my medications. The only medication I am on is bio identical hormones. I was told that I had to stop the hormones two weeks before surgery (something having to do with the breast tissue). Now that stopped me in my tracks. Until finding the right doctor for my hormone replacement therapy about 1 1/2 years ago and finally getting on the correct dose, I wasn't about to go through being off hormones again. That is another story in itself. This is when I began to realize that getting a boob job wasn't the right avenue for me. First of all, I wasn't sure I wanted to experience the pain and then on top of it having my hormones off.  There was no way I was going to put myself through all of that. I

As to my boob fantasy, well that will happen someday; but for right now, I have decided to LOVE  MY BOOBS.

Sexual Fantasy Affirmations

Have you ever had a sexual fantasy that you wanted fullfilled? I do. Read my prior blog posts to discover what my sexual fantasy is. There is nothing wrong with having your sexual fantasies fullfilled as long as it doesn't negatively effect or do harm to another person or yourself. Here are some perfect sexual fantasy affirmations just for you. Choose one and repeat it out loud over and over again 1/2 to 1 hour a day over and over again.

All my wildest sexual fantasies are coming true right now.

My beautiful hidden sexually amazing fantasies are coming true right now.

God is blessing my beautiful hidden sexually amazing fantasies right now.

God is blessing my sexual fantasy of ______ right now.

Divine love is working through me now in fullfilling my  beautiful and amazing sexual fantasies
right now.

______ is fullfilling my sexual fantasies right now.

My sexual fantasy of _____ is coming true for me right now.





Saturday, June 21, 2014

How I Overcame My Extreme Fear Of Driving

Until I was 40 I had an extreme fear of driving-a real strong phobia. I walked and took the bus everywhere.. I did NOT even own  a car. I felt like I was living life in slow motion. I was angry at myself everyday. 

I started going to CODA (Codependents ANonymous) to work on relationships. Well I unexpectedly ended up doing the 12 steps on my fear of driving. In the middle of doing the steps (can't remember what step I was on) my parents called and said they were buying a new car and giving me their old car. I did not freak out in front of them,- just to myself and with my friends. I had ALWAYS used the excuse of not having a car, so I could be "taken care of". I was very codependent.

 When the day came for me to go pick up the car, my best friend at the time followed me home. I was so scared I was shaking. I knew I had to do this.  After that, everytime I drove somewhere I would drive a few blocks and then pull over in a parking lot and cry. This went on for weeks. It was one of the most difficult things I had to overcome-not only my fear of driving but my codependency on others. Now 23 years later, I cannot imagine not having a car. It gave ME back to ME.

Looking back, I can see when it started. When I was around 15 years old, my mother (RIP) drove me to school and dropped me off probably about a block up for convenience. I got out of the car, and walked in front of  her car to cross the street. The car moved forward and  hit me in the arm with  a very strong impact. I felt at the time like she did it on purpose, because I saw her face (very serious). I was so shocked. I NEVER said anything to her or anyone else. I had a horrible painful bruise  which covered my whole forarm which I covered up at home and in public. At the time, my mother had a  As a child, I experienced my mother's anger a lot, and so I thought that everything that went wrong was my fault. I covered up the incident to protect her and because I thought I deserved what she did. When I came of age, I was too afraid to drive, because I was afraid I would run over someone. As an adult (somewhere in my 30's), I finally told my mother; and she walked out of the room crying.




FEEL THE FEAR AND DO IT ANYWAY.